As i read in a book that eighteenth february going to be one of finest days of this year for me, according to a famous astrologer..lolz...I do not believe in luck though purchase this astrology book every year because somehow i know i have got the best luck among all...
Still i hope it will prove as my finest day in future.. :)
Day starts with a shock not literally a shock but an unexpected talk from a candid person.I don't know whether other's decision was appropriate or not but i feel betrayed and disappointed...
This is not the first time i felt so i have an experience of uncounted wounds and deception...I do not understand how people could change themselves so easily without having thought of others who trust them...Why you make such relation which you yourself is not sure about ?
Friendship is not merely a ten alphabets word..it is a bond,and its all upto you how you progress it,how serene and pure you make it..
I never develop any relation with hidden intentions.All my bonds are pious and true and it all will be throughout my life...
why people get change ? I truly want a genuine answer,do all your promises of forever affinity were false ?Why do you make such big promises and life long relationship/friendship and than forget every ' said ' thing...It hurts..it stabs deep into me from within..because i never take any relation for granted..
Approaching,contacting.getting in touch,messages,being true and good,developing a pure relation and when you start liking such tacts ,and become so much sure about them,then after sometime reality comes,that all were fake, yes fake !
This is one of the biggest reason for me of not making close friends,i want an innocent,benevolent relations which keep everyone happy and cheering..smiles everywhere..
I trust people rarely.
and when it shatters,it is so painful i cant describe what happens to me,it laughs on me,as i always try best to not to trust easily..Only my Allah knows how i feel..and He will definitely ask those who did it to me.His Qur'an gives me patience and warmth...Time will make everything blurr and such persons too..but all these things will remain in my heart forever..I Never ever forget anything happens to me good or not so good..
Might be it would make me strong and firm ,but what of others who forget their friendship,they wont grow up in their lives..
I still pray for their wellbeing..
This is all i can say..
Urfi
