Become who you are -

...." That is why it is so important to let certain things go.To release them.To cut loose.People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards;sometimes we win and sometimes we loose.Don't expect to get anything back,don't expect recognition for your efforts,don't expect your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood.Complete the circle........Not out of pride.inability or arrogance,but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life.Close the door,change the record,clean the house,get rid of the dust.Stop being who you were and become who you are ".


The Zahir

Some Zahir....

Esther,the zahir...
1
.......She fills everything,She is the only reason i am alive.I look around,i prepare myself for the talk i am to give,and i understand why i braved the snow,the traffic jams and the ice on roads:in order to be reminded that every day i need to rebuild myself and to accept -for the first time in my entire existence-that I love another human being more than I love myself.

On the contrary i am pleased that she exists;she has shown me that i am capable of a love of which i myself knew nothing,and this leaves me in a state of grace.
I accept the zahir,and will let it lead me into a state of either holiness or madness.

2

.......Love is an untamed force.When we try to control it,it destroys us.When we try to imprison it,it enslaves us.When we try to understand it,it leaves us feeling lost and confused.
This force is on earth to make us happy,to bring us closer to God and to our neighbour,and yet,given the way that we love now,we enjoy one hour of anxiety for every minute of peace.

"Even worse are those people who say:I'm happy because i'm sacrificing my life for those I love".
"And you think that the people who love us want to see us suffering for their sakes? Do you think that love is a source of suffering? ".
"To be honest,yes".
"Well,it shouldn't be".

3

......."In order for the true energy of love to penetrate your soul,your soul must be as if you had just been born.Why are people unhappy? Because they want to imprison that energy,which is impossible.Forgetting your personal history means leaving that channel clear,allowing that energy to energy to manifest itself each day in whatever way it chooses,allowing yourself to be guided by it".

4

.......'You will find someone else'
'Of course I will: I'm young,pretty,intelligent,desirable,but will I experience all the things i experienced with you?'

'You'll experience different emotions and,you know,although you may not believe it,i loved you while we were together'.
'I'm sure you did,but that doesn't make it any less painful.We'll leave in separate taxis tomorrow.I hate goodbyes,especially at airports or train stations.

5

.......And i am sad,because it makes me think you're about to leave.I've known you would ever since we first met,but its still difficult,because I've got used to being with you'.
'Thats the problem,we do get used to things'.
'I'ts human too'.


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The Zahir

Being Someone..

Being someone ...other than Me is truely confidential and secret,nothing to do with actual or not so actual me. Night is beautiful giving me this opportunity to write something unconditional,that exists in everyone including
you and me(here me could be anything real or unreal).

Soft breezes..alluring moon with the sense of allowing yourself to be controlled by your wishes is the charisma of being someone...Life goes on giving you more and more chances to let you happy with its own style of making you dance on its tune..
Sometimes you get stuck on memories,moments and sometimes on illusion of you being other.I have tried many times to remove this adhesion which is turning into a contracture now. But you should know sometimes, 'try' stands for 'no way'.....And I think its common as i have rarely seen human anatomy having hollow on its left chest.Why we have been given a two essentially contradictory entities ?when God has made us a single creature ??may be that is why people search for their better half..One who can take care of their brain and heart..good deal.

Again coming on that adhesion ...you should try to make things bearable...
now i am not getting anything sensible to write here as my eyes are sensitive and occasionally act against my will...
Goodbye.